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Today I was around blogs and I found one called
Circle of Light.
And... it is amazing!
I highly recommend it if you like natural stuff like me.



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Updates and Helping - Life´s Advice

Hello everyone :D!
I hope you are all okay
I'm feeling rather nostalgic today
Listening to some music from my country
(Which is rather rare)

So my update is that I'm currently searching for a new job
But my other decision is that I want to become a volunteer.
I have been searching for places and offices
Near the place where I live
In order not to spend much in transportation.
That way I could walk to the place.
I'm planning to be a volunteer during the weekend
And work during the other days.

It is my current decision
I am at the moment sending some resumés
in the hope of getting at least one call
One call. It is that dificult nowadays...
But I am not going to give up :D!

" A Life lived for others
Is a life worth living "
-- Unknown

May it make me feel more complete and helpful.
May it bring more wisdom to me.

And you...
...Blessed be. (L)

No Ordinary Boy

I am not an ordinary boy, and I am proud of it.

I do not share the same thoughts or points of view that are so deeply included in our society's mind. I do not agree with a lot of those points of view.

Society nowadays is only good for those that are considered beautifull in it's eyes. Altough being left alone because of the looks is already bad, the concept of beauty nowadays is completely wrong! Why would someone that is near a skeleton be considered beautifull, while someone with just a bit more weight, be called fat?

No, Sorry! I do not agree with that, and to be honest, I don't like that type of body, being it on males or females, in old people or in young people.

Another point of view I highly disagree in today's society is that a man, is only a real man if they have a lot of girlfriends and lovers. Sorry, but I do not think like that too... If I want a girlfriend is because I love her and she loves me. Why would I want less?

I have a few more points of view that I shall later post here. But why do I think like this? I have still a short time of life, but in that time, I learned a lot.

Things are beautiful if you love them.
- Jean Anouilh

Beauty is in the heart of the beholder.
- Al Bernstein

My background? Well it's a bit complicated.

Life as kinda easy until I was 10, when I went to the 5th grade. Since that time I was always overweight and, well kids can be mean. Until my 10th grade I was excluded and mocked while I was in that school.

I won't lie. It was hard. Boys would mock me, girls would be mocked if they were my friends. I do think that somehow from this bad I learned a lot.

More, lots of problems at home with my father (my mother is an awesome person!).
I can tell that I loved weekdays and hated weekends...because he would be home in weekends. He wasn't an abusive father or something like that, he just needs everything has he wants and loves to lie and be kinda hard on me.

Until not long ago, I can tell you that I had a lot of difficulty on confronting him, because I was afraid to hurt him and that he would stop loving me. I was told many times that was not thw right way and that I was hurting myself for keeping everything to me instead of talking.

They were right. I am an adult and so is he. We can talk. The lies that he will tell... well can't do anything about that. He lies like a fish needs water but well, I just have to not give any meaning to it. I am way more distant from him than I ever was. It was needed, for my own good.

There are things that are hard to forgive. Hearing a father saying he has shame of walking with me cause i'm fat, in a time I needed my family the most... is just...SAD.

But now, my life is turning around! It's finnally getting better! I'm losing a lot of weight, I have an awesome girlfriend that is one of the best persons I ever met that loves me for who I am and not for what I look like. She is helping me a lot!

Hopefully all your lifes can turn around and be good like mine is starting to be!
I will pray for you all!

No Ordinary Boy

I am not an ordinary boy, and I am proud of it.

I do not share the same thoughts or points of view that are so deeply included in our society's mind. I do not agree with a lot of those points of view.

Society nowadays is only good for those that are considered beautifull in it's eyes. Altough being left alone because of the looks is already bad, the concept of beauty nowadays is completely wrong! Why would someone that is near a skeleton be considered beautifull, while someone with just a bit more weight, be called fat?

No, Sorry! I do not agree with that, and to be honest, I don't like that type of body, being it on males or females, in old people or in young people.

Another point of view I highly disagree in today's society is that a man, is only a real man if they have a lot of girlfriends and lovers. Sorry, but I do not think like that too... If I want a girlfriend is because I love her and she loves me. Why would I want less?

I have a few more points of view that I shall later post here. But why do I think like this? I have still a short time of life, but in that time, I learned a lot.

Things are beautiful if you love them.
- Jean Anouilh

Beauty is in the heart of the beholder.
- Al Bernstein

My background? Well it's a bit complicated.

Life as kinda easy until I was 10, when I went to the 5th grade. Since that time I was always overweight and, well kids can be mean. Until my 10th grade I was excluded and mocked while I was in that school.

I won't lie. It was hard. Boys would mock me, girls would be mocked if they were my friends. I do think that somehow from this bad I learned a lot.

More, lots of problems at home with my father (my mother is an awesome person!).
I can tell that I loved weekdays and hated weekends...because he would be home in weekends. He wasn't an abusive father or something like that, he just needs everything has he wants and loves to lie and be kinda hard on me.

Until not long ago, I can tell you that I had a lot of difficulty on confronting him, because I was afraid to hurt him and that he would stop loving me. I was told many times that was not thw right way and that I was hurting myself for keeping everything to me instead of talking.

They were right. I am an adult and so is he. We can talk. The lies that he will tell... well can't do anything about that. He lies like a fish needs water but well, I just have to not give any meaning to it. I am way more distant from him than I ever was. It was needed, for my own good.

There are things that are hard to forgive. Hearing a father saying he has shame of walking with me cause i'm fat, in a time I needed my family the most... is just...SAD.

But now, my life is turning around! It's finnally getting better! I'm losing a lot of weight, I have an awesome girlfriend that is one of the best persons I ever met that loves me for who I am and not for what I look like. She is helping me a lot!

Hopefully all your lifes can turn around and be good like mine is starting to be!
I will pray for you all!

Other - Message of Hope

My Comment....

Sy0592 :
This song..says so much
My story is that I was born at 5 months instead of 9
And due to all that my way of walking..
my feet aren't exactly straight ..
So i've been bullied over 8 yrs due to that mostly
Now finished school..
Got over cutting..but self esteem is a big mess.
Had a big deception..
I don't feel after a year that I got over that
I have depression too...
I have thoughts and a broken hope.
People tell me to forget, it's not that easy..
Any advice?
*Not here to hate but to help...

Replies :

1. @Sy0592 i know things get messy especially in HS
and i had 3 years of low self esteem bc of highschool.
but look at who you are in Christ.
HE loved ALL US SO MUCH HE DIED FOR US.
AND STILL LOVES US.
HE IS THERE TO LISTEN TO US.
prayer is key to beating this.
pray to God and be immersed
for the remission of your sins
and recieve the holy spirit
and allow God to work in you !
God bless

2. @Sy0592 God Bless you Sy0592.
He(God) has plans for you.
And all of those are for you.
You just have to wait and look deeper.
Do not be depressed, just look around you.
Look how beautiful you are,
and how beautiful this world is.

3. @Sy0592 it may not be easy to forget
the bad in your life.
but with God's help
you can get over what has happened.
i've had a problem with lying
to my dad and almost lost relationship
with him but he forgave me.
but after that i was afraid of going to Hell
because i lied and wasn't sure if God
was going to forgive me.
but with a little prayer and faith
i knew that God would fogive me.

4. @Sy0592
You are one of the Walking Wounded
(search Walking Wounded - by Don Francisco,
Jesus wants to save you.
If you search real love, seek it by Jesus Christ!

5. @Sy0592 see also video:
Walking Wounden by Don Francisco

Or:

Beauty from pain - superchick
(or other songs by Superchick)

Esterlyn - Kill Your Own Despair

Testimony (by Ravi Zacharias or Paul Washer)

search for testimonies of people being saved.

6. @Sy0592 Give up trying to do anything by yourself.
Just come to a lonely place and cry for God's help.
Bas things happen so that we can come closer to God,
I've learned that from the bible
and God's making this true in my life too.
He says "You'll have afflictions in this world,
but cheer up, I won the world!"
and also "For I know the plans I have to you,
plans of peace, not to hurt you,
to give you the future you hope for."
Seek God, you'll find him
and He'll make things right, in the mean time

7. @Sy0592 here's a verse that might help. Isaiah 45:1-3

8. @Sy0592 im sorry for what u've been going thru.
do u go to church?
if u dont, i strongly suggest that u do.
that'll heal u.
read the Bible as u would read any other book.
PRAY! ask God to show Himself to you!!!
He will...trust me :)
i recently lost sight of God in my life
but now i have Him back in my thoughts
and i couldnt be happier(:
u r in my prayers
and im so sorry for wat u went thru :(
also check out the video "beautiful history" by plumb
bcuz its truly a beautiful song that will help u.

True Love

In these days people talk a lot about love.
They say they absolutely love this and love that and that they fell in love
with someone. But do they do know the true meaning of love?

Probably not... Many times people confuse love with sex, love with passion,
even love with lust or friendship.
Love is not just that, Love is a lot more!

True Love in my eyes
...Is having in your lover your best friend, your rock, your happiness!
...Is living in constant passion with your special person
...Is being able to understand the feelings and opinions of your lover and respect them
...Is being able to talk about all the problems you both have and solve them together.
...Is loving someone for who he/she is in his/her heart! Faces and Bodies are not forever. They age and won't turn better. Choose the heart, the values and the inner self!
...Is accepting that both have flaws and good things, and being able to see the good things and work to solve the flaws
...Is strong enough to survive the sickness and other bad things
...Is pure, unconditional! Does not see ages, faces or genders,


True Love is the best thing one can find! Love is not pain! Love is beautifull if it's true! I Hope everyone of you can find your soulmate and true lover!



Some quotes about Love!

"True love begins when nothing is looked for in return."
Antoine de Saint-Exupery

"I could never love where I could not respect"
Charlotte Elizabeth Aisse

"To love someone is to see a miracle invisible to others."
Francois Mauriac

"True love is eternal, infinite, and always like itself. It is equal and pure, without violent demonstrations; it is seen with white hairs and is always young in the heart."
Honore de Balzac

"True love is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have seen."
Francois de La Rochefoucauld

"It's better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all."
Alfred, Lord Tennyson

As for me I leave a song here dedicated to my love! She knows who she is <3

True Love

In these days people talk a lot about love.
They say they absolutely love this and love that and that they fell in love
with someone. But do they do know the true meaning of love?

Probably not... Many times people confuse love with sex, love with passion,
even love with lust or friendship.
Love is not just that, Love is a lot more!

True Love in my eyes
...Is having in your lover your best friend, your rock, your happiness!
...Is living in constant passion with your special person
...Is being able to understand the feelings and opinions of your lover and respect them
...Is being able to talk about all the problems you both have and solve them together.
...Is loving someone for who he/she is in his/her heart! Faces and Bodies are not forever. They age and won't turn better. Choose the heart, the values and the inner self!
...Is accepting that both have flaws and good things, and being able to see the good things and work to solve the flaws
...Is strong enough to survive the sickness and other bad things
...Is pure, unconditional! Does not see ages, faces or genders,


True Love is the best thing one can find! Love is not pain! Love is beautifull if it's true! I Hope everyone of you can find your soulmate and true lover!



Some quotes about Love!

"True love begins when nothing is looked for in return."
Antoine de Saint-Exupery

"I could never love where I could not respect"
Charlotte Elizabeth Aisse

"To love someone is to see a miracle invisible to others."
Francois Mauriac

"True love is eternal, infinite, and always like itself. It is equal and pure, without violent demonstrations; it is seen with white hairs and is always young in the heart."
Honore de Balzac

"True love is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have seen."
Francois de La Rochefoucauld

"It's better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all."
Alfred, Lord Tennyson

As for me I leave a song here dedicated to my love! She knows who she is <3

Don't be Alone!

For so long my life was full of shadows.

I was down, alone in the dark, hope was running out...
The vision of a life without love, a life without meaning
was draining a lot of the hope I still had.

But then, on a sunny morning I had someone adding me
on a social website.
How? Well... life can be funny! It was a friend of my brother,
that then added my mother and finnally added me.
I met Life that day.

I met Life and then, slowly, the sun started shinning in the
deep hole I was living. She helped me! A lot!

Having a friend that you can count with can change everything!
Don't keep all the pain to yourself! Talk about it with someone
you trust. Free yourself from all the pain inside by talking
about it!

It is hard! It won't be easy... but if that person is really your friend,
that person will understand and make you feel better.
For years I kept it to myself and wore a mask showing everyone I was ok. I was not ok.
I met Life! I shared my story. She helped a lot

Thanks Life for bringing life to my life!

Don't be Alone!

For so long my life was full of shadows.

I was down, alone in the dark, hope was running out...
The vision of a life without love, a life without meaning
was draining a lot of the hope I still had.

But then, on a sunny morning I had someone adding me
on a social website.
How? Well... life can be funny! It was a friend of my brother,
that then added my mother and finnally added me.
I met Life that day.

I met Life and then, slowly, the sun started shinning in the
deep hole I was living. She helped me! A lot!

Having a friend that you can count with can change everything!
Don't keep all the pain to yourself! Talk about it with someone
you trust. Free yourself from all the pain inside by talking
about it!

It is hard! It won't be easy... but if that person is really your friend,
that person will understand and make you feel better.
For years I kept it to myself and wore a mask showing everyone I was ok. I was not ok.
I met Life! I shared my story. She helped a lot

Thanks Life for bringing life to my life!