24/ 7 you are beating me up
I don't know for how long I will hold on this
In fact I'm sick of this...
I don't want you, I never wanted you at all.
If I can handle it?
A year with you beside me
Has lead me to despair
I don't want it anymore.
I want a cure.... ....
Something to hold me here.
Once and for all.
I have no energy . No inspiration
It was stolen and taken away...
I know and I miss that smile that I held so easily
I am aware of it. So I ask...what happened?
Is it so foggy ? Why can't reach it...?
What do you want more?
What do you ask for?
Some friends have come and gone
It's not just myself.
But the only thing that is left
You'll never have as long as I keep holding on
I'm sorry but
You won't have it
Nor I'll take it from myself
Without a fight.